some people just need to shut up and leave other people alone !

Has anyone ever told u that you don't mean shit to them ! Well everyone tells me that and I'm really starting to believe them!  Sometimes I just wanna ask them .'' Does that make you feel better putting someone you don't even know down??" Some people don't understand people have to go through behind closed doors, no because they don't think about what they say before they say it , all they think about is that '' how is this person going to react to me , are they going to blow up and give me a show or are they going to break down crying.''

All they wanna do is make themselves feel bigger by putting someone smaller down ! People just needa grow up and leave people alone !!

People really need to really stop running their months to me because I'm about to blow up and I really don't want to. Because i've worked so hard to keep my month shut and stop trying to be a bitch to people I wanna be someone better then I was before, but no I cant because everyone wants to start some dumb stuff with me and its really like why do you guys have to do this ?! Why cant they all find someone else to bug and pick on because I'm really getting mad that they all have to start shit! maybe if they all shut up and leave people alone then they wouldn't be having people like me blowing up on them !.. Some people really Just need to stop running they're months about people that they don't even know like really your going to ran your month about someone you don't even know like no please stop !!! THANKS

10-15-16

Omg today I feel like staying in bed all day long . I hate being sick, all I wanna eat it bread! I don't know why but today is my bum day lol. Today is going by so slow and I wish it would be 8p.m already! Today I woke up feeling like crap and I'm going to go to bed feeling like crap.